Closure (and a Crazy ass day)

clo·sure n.

1. The act of closing or the state of being closed: closure of an incision.

2. Something that closes or shuts.

3. A bringing to an end; a conclusion

Closure is da bringing to an end.Closure is what ends UNCERTAINTY. And Thats One of the things that bother me the most.So i adopted a new way to Lookin at Certain things.Keyword certain becasuse it isnt allways good.so i kinda look at things a lil black or white.Like Good Or Bad.Yes Or No.Hot or Cold.The reason i look at things a bit like that is because if you have a "maybe" lingerin or a "Idk". And that normally leads to you bein uncertain about things and dat can lead to "Not-Stablity"<-couldnt find a word dat ment that<- And as those things bothered me da last couple of days that method really helped me clear my head of all da maybe's n what ifs.an example of how closre is like i was hopein that i could run 2day in da track meet.seein that my grades improved. i was a bit scared to ask palazzo because i was so caught up in da what if i can run not even knowin that i cant.jus watchin da track team hop on da bus jus got to me cuz i was thinkin i should be there.i should be wit them.but i still wasnt sure Mr.Uncertainty was still there.So I Walk my ass Proud that da quarter closed.and how i pushed myself last nite to bang out them 3 essays n seein how my english which i flunked i know have a b- in. i walk into his office and ask if i can have a talk wit him i basically asked him if was able to seein how da quarter ended n my grades went up. he told me it was to late.that was a hit to da system.but it better 4 me 2 take that then to jus go all da way there n ask.You Get Me? You Prolly dont but heres what happen after the whole no track meet thing Crazy.Cool day. . With nothing to no track meet me ,dame Markus.Daisy n tat go chill at Markus crib.its dead silent at 1st me n markus is goin hard at happen.so leave it to me to be the ice breaker.so we get talkin.had some cool convos.i cant tell about what cuz WHAT HAPPENS IN MAKRUS CRIB STAYS IN MARKUS.lol then we at pizza.n almost died Speedin in a car wit makus lmao.thats sounds cool to me .

I Also met wit ms.soresen the school conseulor i was selected to be a natural helper.basically a peer consuler.i didnt know what to say i didnt know how good i was at givin addvice.but yea we got a feild trip.and im gonna get some training on conseulin.so if you think my addvice is good now its only gonna get better...


Im Out.

~Dear gravity