Controversy

This Picture? tell me what you think

This Is ill

If i had some shit like this how knows what i will but in it.

Back On Track...Literaly

Ummmm.Well the Reports came n im fuckin back. im amped.My grades went up. im amped my cum.avereage. when up 8 points dats fuckin crazy if you ask me.but this blog is not about jus havin a good report card. becacuse threw all this shit i learned somethin.Like hardwork really pays off. like if i really but my mind to shit i can get this done. i was slackin b4 in skoo all the time.n i came to a point where i was like i need change 4 me to be the person i wanna be in life. so i made the sacrafaces n here i am.back to dippin on niggas at track. back to feelin happy.back to feelin commit.back to feelin motivated. to make this short im back bitch

Report Cards?

Where Da Hell Are They? The Only Nigga dat wants them.i Miss Track i wanna Run Soooo. Bad. I Think the thought of it is what keeps me up at nite.Its the whole feeling of running the way of feelin like ya gonna die n out of breathe n feel weak.thats a feelin i crave for some reason. now dont think im some sick twisted freak. becuase i look at that feelin as hardwork in da flesh. n lately ill admit i been slackin. i havent been to practice in some time but that was because i was gettin my shit together. so one day this week when reports come n i walk back into palazzos office i can leave with a smile. a lil incite to how i been.

Things That Get Me Pt.2

Im Back Tricks

1. When Ya On The Bus N Theres Someone Criticizing the public transoprtation. like its dirty on da bus or something. Like reaaly get off the bus then dont complain we all know its bad n if we had it our way we be in a car. Shoutout to that dude that told all da ugly people to get off the bus. realest hit i ever heard
2. I Cant Stand Gettin Splashed on rainy days.that might be the most messed up things people can do. so when i start drivin ima ridew around lookin 4 puddles jus 2 fuck wit people
3. When i Say bye to the person n i dont leave like immeaditly or comeback is like do i say bye again someone help wit this. i hate that awkardness
4. Have you ever been in public wit a group of friends n you see one of ya other friends you say hi.then carry go about ya ways.then you seen them again.IM LIKE WTF DO I SAY HI AGAIN.
5. The Last Shit now is when im wit one of my boyz n we goin somewhere. they see like a girl they know n they have da illest convos. im like nigga we got places to go.lol
   

MADDEN COVER

The Difference(Be Ya Self)

well my Last Two Post Have Been Something Out the ordinary.and today i was inspired to write one because of what happen. So today after skoo Me n my boys went to Markus house along wit others. So I'm over there Jamming to my ipod Chillin. So while I'm Beatin Markus's Ass in 2k9. They Hooked up My ipod To The surround Sound. N My Rock Shit Comes On N its"Everyone Gang Up N Get At Spence Time" I Don't Sweat it cuz I'm not afraid of being the person i am.Its Not Like I Have One Or Two Songs I Got Whole Fuckin Albums.I guess its funny that im a lil different from other.But to the Point Of this. theres Nothin Wrong wit bein Different from others. when my Fall out Boy Came on best believe i was singin along. Like I feel at times people hide things about themselves or don't express themselves to the fall extent because of bein afraid that people will look at them differently. It Shouldnt Be Like Dat.you Should Be Comfortable Wit being ya self.I Know Sometimes it hard to say things you really want to or do things like dat because you are unsure. maybe thats cuz you havent really discovered who you are as a person.But Um Its Okay Wit Bein Different some people have a hard time accpeting that.maybe that thing thats different about you will make a Difference in someones life you would of never thought.

P.S. Explanation of the picture.After all the things People Say About Him. He is Unfased.OMG I Wanna Add More Here but Ill rap up.Prolly Add Some Later.Leave Me A Comment.

~Dear Gravity

April Showers Bring May Flowers

I Cant Stand The Rain So If You Find One Of These In Stores Let Me Know

UnSpoken Communication

This Pic Is Sooo Real. Check Da Difference between Boys N Girls

Inspired Family Guy. What gets to me

Well these Videos inspried me to do it. the 5 things that piss me off. ima tryn 2 come up wit 5 every week or something

1. You ever been like walkin in public n someone is walkin ya way like head on n like you move one way so yall dont bump into each other n they move the same. n like its mad awkard. LIKE WTF WHICH WAY YOU GOIN GEESH
2. I also Hate that one person at the end of the skool day dats goin up the stairs when everyone is goin down. n better yet instead of walkin to there right they walk up da middle or da left. like im sorry if you 4got somethin up there but like WHAT THE FUCK WAIT 4 AFTER THE SURGE DONT COME UP all bumpin people n shit
   
3. I hate when im on da city bus n there is always this one person wit there music mad loud n you can hear every word in the song. ya gonna go deaf stop
4. i hate when im in class n there is a girl hummin a tad bit to loud or singinP.s save dat 4 da shower
5. i hate when girls wear them small ass shirts n when they sit bend over or move. you can see there buttcrack. thats nasty n its one of da biggest turn offs 4 guys .So stop Please.
   

Incomplete thoughts ill Finshih later

InComPlete

This been in my draft 4 awhile. but i finally wanted to share cuz it is.This isnt to anyone in particular. its to personal experience.

Dear Love.

I Dont Know.
Is it that don't understand you?
Or are You Misunderstood?
You Make Me Feel Like a Kid On holloween with the Biggest Bag.
You Make Me Feel Bad Like The Kid With Cavitys becasue to much of you he had.
You Can Make My Days The Brightest.
You Make My Nights Da Coldest.
Sometimes I Cant Stand
You Make Me Laugh.
You Make Me Cry.
Sike I Wont Allow Myself.
I Wonder Why?
But This isnt about me
Its about how when ya in da air.
I Cant help But breathe.
So I take you In.
At my Lungs You start.
I Dont Know How But You end up at my Heart.

I Jus Wanna Be...

That Picture is Ill.Its the key to success.Jus in Case it over ya heads.but the point of this blog n its orgin. Im walkin Gibran to bus stop.n idk what we was talkin about but that Drake song succesful came up. thats a banger.but that song makes success seem easy to obtain. Which is not true.think about the city we are growin up successful figures are hard to find.thats jus me on dat case.im not writing this blog as a "how to be succesful"shit cuz im on 15. i havent really reached it i mean like in life.i consider my self succseful rite now you know track n medals n all dat but thats not what this is about. because as we were talkin it jus made me think im at the age where my whole life is bein set up. and ima have to grub on the ingrediants of succes for me to become success-full.<-Peep The Metaphor<- it prolly went over. but yea this jus addvice to everyone there is more to life then whats happen now. n ill end this wit a quote "The Dictionary is the only place where succes comes b4 work" think about that its true

Expression

Im In The Best Postition.But Stressed And Trippin. Blessed wit Livin.But Depressed when Questionin it.I Wake Up N Im all Alone.I Never know if i snore or move my head is cold.Frozen Dreams.Stuck On Thinking about you holding me.Slowly we rose n.. i stop thinkin.Its cold again i suppose that when i go in its the coldest wind.If love is a game am i suppose to win or suppose to be the best or suppose to be the ref.please suggest and let me know.Recongize me fast n accept me slow.Because when two Finally meet.They Silently Speak.Eyes are Misteek.The Silence Critqued.....

Courage

cour⋅age

   /ˈkɜrɪdʒ, ˈkʌr-/ Show Spelled Pronunciation [kur-ij, kuhr-] –noun

1.	the quality of mind or spirit that enables a person to face difficulty, danger, pain, etc., without fear; bravery.

What Brings This Blog to life is the movie i seen call Casualties of War.the one on da right.its one of my favorites movies.But heres how da defintion above has to do with the movie on da left. Heres a scence form da movie dat stuck out. During the Vietnam war, a girl is taken from her village by five American soldiers. Four of the soldiers rape her, but the fifth one played by micheal j fox hes a great actor btw.Refuses to Rape her. and he doesnt want anything to do with it stands up to general. He realizes how corrupt his peers were and did not give in to them.that takes courage.To stand up to people when there outnumbered.This character displayed outstanding courage, he could possibably died because he decided to choose good over bad. Characters like this are hard to come by now a days.This all come back to peer pressure n how people give in to things they dont wanna do jus because there "friends" are doing things.those arent ya friends most likely.but in the world we live in its hard to have courage and be yourself with pounds of peer pressure on ya shoulders.but Having Courage helps deal with that.blah i dont know where this si goin ill add more later

Impact

im·pact (mpkt)n. The effect or impression of one thing on another:


This Blog Is Bascally a shout out to everyone that has read my blog in the days i had it i think its like only day 4. but every since i had i feel like im more understood then i was b4 i had it. like i read other new blogs n im a person da inspired them to do it.like SYMONE. im givin you dat shoutout lol. n i read so more that i was in and basically how instead of judgein a book by its cover they actually got past chapter one to figure out what this book is about. i 4got where i read but that was in someones blog let me know or ill 4get.but back the theme of this impact.im happy 4 2 be able to make an impact on yall.n like i feel like this blog shit made realize what i wanna do and stuff. like word a consuler doesnt seem that bad i cant wait 4 da training on friday. the best thing is like this blog and bloggin itslef jus makes relate to yall slash world better.btw im a werdo cuz i wrote "slash" instead of "/" lol. yea i dont know where else to go wit this but dont be afraid to hit me up cuz i dont bite lol.


~Dear Gravity

Bo Burnham 4 President.( The Funniest Shit I Seen 2day)

This Guys Flow Is So Sick N Shit IS Dumb Funny.You Either Gonna Get it or its way over ya head.

Closure (and a Crazy ass day)

clo·sure n.

1. The act of closing or the state of being closed: closure of an incision.

2. Something that closes or shuts.

3. A bringing to an end; a conclusion

Closure is da bringing to an end.Closure is what ends UNCERTAINTY. And Thats One of the things that bother me the most.So i adopted a new way to Lookin at Certain things.Keyword certain becasuse it isnt allways good.so i kinda look at things a lil black or white.Like Good Or Bad.Yes Or No.Hot or Cold.The reason i look at things a bit like that is because if you have a "maybe" lingerin or a "Idk". And that normally leads to you bein uncertain about things and dat can lead to "Not-Stablity"<-couldnt find a word dat ment that<- And as those things bothered me da last couple of days that method really helped me clear my head of all da maybe's n what ifs.an example of how closre is like i was hopein that i could run 2day in da track meet.seein that my grades improved. i was a bit scared to ask palazzo because i was so caught up in da what if i can run not even knowin that i cant.jus watchin da track team hop on da bus jus got to me cuz i was thinkin i should be there.i should be wit them.but i still wasnt sure Mr.Uncertainty was still there.So I Walk my ass Proud that da quarter closed.and how i pushed myself last nite to bang out them 3 essays n seein how my english which i flunked i know have a b- in. i walk into his office and ask if i can have a talk wit him i basically asked him if was able to seein how da quarter ended n my grades went up. he told me it was to late.that was a hit to da system.but it better 4 me 2 take that then to jus go all da way there n ask.You Get Me? You Prolly dont but heres what happen after the whole no track meet thing Crazy.Cool day. . With nothing to no track meet me ,dame Markus.Daisy n tat go chill at Markus crib.its dead silent at 1st me n markus is goin hard at happen.so leave it to me to be the ice breaker.so we get talkin.had some cool convos.i cant tell about what cuz WHAT HAPPENS IN MAKRUS CRIB STAYS IN MARKUS.lol then we at pizza.n almost died Speedin in a car wit makus lmao.thats sounds cool to me .

I Also met wit ms.soresen the school conseulor i was selected to be a natural helper.basically a peer consuler.i didnt know what to say i didnt know how good i was at givin addvice.but yea we got a feild trip.and im gonna get some training on conseulin.so if you think my addvice is good now its only gonna get better...


Im Out.

~Dear gravity

How Can you Stand In a Crowd Of Friends And Feel So Alone?

.Those Are Some Words I Heard Today From Daisy That Really Made me wonder.The thing is REAL friends are so hard to come by its not even funny.I think people need to start distinguish friends and acquaintances.Dont get me wrong If you have mad friends thats power to you give me some addvice on dat cuz i dont.Friends arent the people you chill wit all day nesscerlly play video games roast n all dat.Nah thats not what its about.its about havein someone you can really talk to trust them. Knowing the wont judge. Actually Heres the a Defintion i found Friend.(n) a person who gives assistance; patron; supporter:.
Like Think about if you chill wit ya people all day.and somethins botherin you, you cant tell them cuz ya mite get a roast? I think Those Arent ya Friends.if They never advise you into any postives those prolly aint ya friends.Im Not Tryna Knock anyone you know if people all ways tryna get you to bunk n like fuck skoo n shit thats ya peoples.Treys one of my Best Friends n he dont be in skoo like dat.Now if you reading this and thinkin HIPOCRIT.LIAR. Listen Jus Cause You See Me in The hallway and i Be Like I Hate you Trey. And we crack jokes alot dont me we dont talk about real shit.Because thats what me n all my real friends do.Like I jus sit watch what other people do and how they behave wit there friends and how people will change up so fast on the people they go way back wit makes me sick.And it Seems Like thats all That happens In The Sophmore Class at Classical.Its Like A CLASSICAL VIRUS .And i got my vaccine wit my friends.its kinda funny in a way how people live 4 da now n not 4 da future. we sophmores 1.5 years n college. its whatever tho.Some People Jus Wont Change. So think about THAT.IM OUT.


BTW.TRACK MEET 2MARO.LETS GO PURP.IMMM BACKKKKKKKKKK!


~Dear Gravity

Some Binoculars

While Sittin In Markus I Heard Some Shit That Express the way i felt Reason 4 title a deeper Look Into How I Feel "Swear I gotta hide, what I'm feelin inside So you still think I'm confident and down"

Click.(Plotting On My Escape)

Ummmm.The Power to rewind.idk.where this is going but.Right Now things Dont Look To good for me.Dont freak out not im any danger.but the power of this damn remote is amazing.i wish i could pause everything.YELL,SCREAM VENT.RELEASE. everything thing dat bothers me. but if only that was true.I would rewind to the times when i was the happyest n fast forward the times i felt down.Sike.the bad times made me the person i am today.I Need a Day off.But I cant Take One .the Quote"Hardwork Pays off" is stuck in my memory.I Jus Need A healthy Outlet So heres This blog. Im Jus Fighting This war Known As Man Vs. Ego



ShoutOut To Grimes. He said" Cool Blog I Know Lil bit more about you now then i did this morning" Thats the whole Point of this Blog.For Yall to Get to Known Me. I feel Like The Most Misunderstood Kid In Classical. I Got You Classical In A future Blog.


~Dear Gravity

Help! (Man vs.Ego)

help (hlp)
v. helped, help·ing, helps
v.tr.
1. To give assistance to; aid

Some People thinks its the Easy thing to do.yea helping someone out is great. I can do that anytime.NoProblem.But the process of asking for help is the hardest thing for me.That always bothered me since I was a little kid.The reason Im Writing this is because I was reflecting on Myself, and how my dumbass basically blew it for the track team this season.Because For Some reason I didnt ask for help. If you dont know the story i became academically ineligible late in the season right after I went 2nd team All-Division 4by200 , and 4by400. I remember walking in to mr.palazzo office to tell him about my grades before he found out some other way.I thought it was the better thing to do.He looked at me and sed"Not a Cry 4 help". Thats Been ringing out in my head since that day in Janurary. I always wondered why I didn't. But Now I Have answers. I was afriad about what people would think if I was to ask them. I overthought alot of things.But now i can say i learned from my experiance.i took track 4 granted and it was taken away.This Quarter Closes On thursday n Best beliveve im Doin all my work.Ill be back on da track Soon.What you Jus read was a Classic Case Of Man Vs.Ego.

~Dear Gravity

Shoutout To Gibran on This ThrowBack

"Friends are unnecessary, like music and like art...they have no survival value. but having true friends adds value to survival." A friend is someone who accepts you for who YOU are. Someone who thinks you’re a good egg even though you have a few cracks. Someone you can relate to, connect to and understand without explanation. A person you can count on to be there for you even when it seems like the rest of the world has left. Someone you can call 4 am and always count on them to pick up the phone. And the realization of a sincere friend is natural. It’s when you understand that friends aren’t made, they actually are born...".That Was Written By My Nigga Gibran Way Back Freshmen Year. I Read over It While I was Reflecting on Myself and My Friends.i hope You enjoy

3 Blogs In One Nights "A day in da Life of a Boss"

I found this shit histerical.You might think ima corn.Honestly i dont care. Jus watch it.

The Reason Behind The Title Of This Blog

While listening to one of my faovrite bands Fall Out Boy.(you Prolly never knew dat). a Lyrics Goes "Dear Gravity, Youve held me down in this Starless City" That always stuck out to me. Becuase when i think of this city Providence and the way it effected my growth.There are to many negataives.idk im werid this makes no sense.maybe one person will get me.

This Is Da Coolest Shit I Seen 2day ima make one of these days

1st Post

Well this is my first post. The reason behind my creation of a blog was two great friends of mine Gibran and Markus. They always had the coolest shit on theres and expressed themselves threw it the way Myspace couldnt.
Well since your hear I might as well tell you about myself im Spencer.I rather be called Spence but i dont really make note of it.Classical HighSchool is the place were most of my strange thoughts come from its a cool place. I feel like im writing an about me on Myspace so ima stop wit this 4 now. but Next time some intresting shit happens you will be Informed. Im Out